Lesson Learned

           It's funny when you look back and see the childish thinks you've done. Every once in a while I think back at all the things that frustrated me as a child. I still am a child! With a wry smile upon my face, I decide. I like the fate I've brought myself to. I wouldn't change a minute of my life, for that one minute, that one second, would ruin who I am. I stumble, as do my friends, my family and everyone on this planet. We learn from our silly mistakes and it makes us stronger, and better. I'm happy with the path I choose. I choose very wisley :).
           The other day I was scrolling through my timeline on Facebook when I saw a "Note" I had written a long time ago. I honestly can't recall what made me write such a strong message but as soon as I finished reading that last sentence I chuckled and thought. " Wow, I was such a child!" I then realize that when I was younger I tried so hard to be an adult. I tried to show people I was mature. Well, I finally developed that maturity for the most part, but I've grown up. As I write this however, I can't seem to stop that grin that keeps sliding onto my face! I'm only 13!! I still have much to learn! Anyways, I now will share with you my post.


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The jackass that led me to believe I was important and pretended to be my friend reminded me something. Hell, I've known for a while... You might ask what it is right? Well you already know it inside you, and you will never ever accept it the way I have. Here it is... " TRUST NO ONE". You love your parents right, but why? You always fight with them and argue.  People say " I have a great family! we live in peace  and we never have problems" You know what I say? That's a goddamn lie! I have to do what they tell me because they provide a roof over my head and alot of stuff I don't need but does that give them the right to treat me like a maid, a speck of dirt? What the fuck is going on in this world? I have feelings, you have feelings, we all do! Can I show them, express them? Hell no, and you wanna no why? Because, we all do fucked up things and it's in our nature and who is gonna stop? I know I won't, will you? I'm not saying you have to change, hell you probably don't know what the hell I'm saying. I'm saying stop with the bullshit and stand up for your friends. Stop the shit you have between people because one day It's gonna bite you in the butt. So many people change because they wanna stop the madness, they truly live a good life no matter how bad it may seem. People mean something to people, they mean something to me. Why the fuck would you pretend to be someones friend?  I'm tired of being stood up like that. That's why you should never ever trust people. Always have your guard up.

            Sorry about the language! You know how kids are these days... I had such a way with word didn't I? I hope I didn't confuse the moral of this post! I just wanted to get across, look back and laugh at those silly problems you had. Those problems and those mistakes you had growing up are what made you who you are today. Never dwell on the past. Just stop and smell the roses along the way! And also remember life is short so live it wisely!